September 14, 2004

inconsistency sos

The only thing I'm consistent in is in my inconsistency. I don't change my mind easily but my moods are up & down all the time. I can be super duper happy and then really down. Anyone knows any medicine for this?

Small details in my life can switch on/off my angel and demons inside. I know this is just part od being human, but (as most people does) I think my case is worse for I'm afraid of doing something really stupid in one of this switches. I just want to finish growing up ..if this is attributed to the teen-ages (hahaha I'm considering myself a teenager!)

I'm still not the person I want to be, takes a lot! I just hope to be reading this with a grin in some years instead of thinking that I didn't change at all, not any progresses.

Anyways, I want to thank all my friends supporting me day by day, listening to me moaning and trying to switch me into happy-mode. I might be hopeless but I really appreciate you guys being there! I don't know if I'd have the patience to be with someone like me :P

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